Paycheck to paycheck was not the plan. The plan was to be financially free by 2024. Well, it is 2025 and I am on my same bullshit that got me seeped in all this mess.

No one talks about what it takes to get out of the paycheck to paycheck lifestyle.

No one talks about how the cash/check advance is just a bandaid that you will eventually have to rip off. This does not apply to me now, but years ago I found myself under the throes of a never ending cycle.

I feel like all the money advice is geared toward when you have your finances in order.

I also feel like if the world is in constant turmoil, it is difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel with finances and our future.

I want to start blocking everything so I can focus on my finances and my mental health. Unhappy people spend, content people save and feel like they have enough.

Why can’t I be one of these people? What does it take to be this person?

I really don’t know anyone like this, how do I find these people for mentoring purposes?

Why does this feel so hard and like stability will never happen?

I just have so many questions today. I know this post is everywhere today, but this is how I feel about money today.

Take care of yourselves both emotionally and financially friends.

-Elle